See Me

I wonder when you see me
Do you just come when I don't notice?
Are you there for the moments when 'I say you would be proud'
Do you appear when I'm asking for strength
Can you feel when my heart is heavy
Does my voice carry you to wherever I am
Can you come unexpected, so I know you care
Will you stay away, so I miss you
Why do you stay invisible when I feel you near
You are not a part of me.....
But I'm the part of you , you left to finish
Are the answers placed, by you, in my dreams
The promise we made; was made in time......
......For you to See Me

Goodbye written Dec 2012

If you had the chance to say good bye...would you tell them how much you love them. Or would you bargain with every apology that crossed your mind. Would you laugh and tell 'remember when...' stories just to ease your mind.
If you had the chance to say goodbye... would silence be your strength;
Or would crying ease the pain.
If you had a chance to say goodbye would you mend all the hurt that once stood in the way; or try to understand why.
Would you try to buy more time or accept the future;
Will just a goodbye suffice.
If you had the chance to say goodbye to me, what would you say?
Would it leave me vulnerable to never regain.
Would you make me keep a promise?
Or will you just make it short and sweet and say...... see ya later.